I have "strayed" from the church and from God. I am not sure if strayed is the correct word. My views are not the same as they were five years ago. At times I miss the fellowship but I don't miss the hypocrisy and that includes me. I miss the worship and the prayer then I think worship and prayer wasn't for God it was for us and that's why I miss it.
Today I was surfing the web and I came across a church I used to attend and as I looked at their web page I wanted to be part of it. I wanted to go back. It was a selfish feeling because I wanted to go back for my sake and for God's sake and that is the one of the reasons I left the church. I feel that going to church is for our sake. It makes us feel good but not many people take that feeling outside those four walls.
Today for a little while I felt like God whispered in my ear and that was good.
Marisol
