Cuz it's not easy.

One of my favorite Disney movie's is Pete's Dragon and today I had the lyrics from one of the songs in my head. I don't even know why. I can't remember the last time I saw that movie. Below are two stanzas from the song, "It's Not Easy".

"It's not easy
To find someone who cares
It's not easy
To find magic in pairs

Now that you have him
Hold him
Treasure him from day to day
It's so easy"

It's not easy to find someone who cares but we have someone who has cared for each and everyone one of us since before we were even born. "Before I formed you in the womb I knew you, before you were born I set you apart;" (Jeremiah 1:5).  We have someone who will never leave us or forsake us. (Deut. 31:6, 31:8, Joshua 1:5,  Psalms 9:10, 27:10, Isaiah 41:17, 42:16, Hebrews 13:5) So why do we seek anyone else?

Yes, God created us to have fellowship, families, and love with one another but our first love should always be God. It's something difficult to understand. It's taken me my whole life to get to this place. Now that I have found my first love, I do want to shout it from the top of the mountains, "God loves us!!!!".

He loves us and our life will not be perfect because it, it will perfect because of HIM. Trials are tough. I was somewhat spoiled in my past trials. God always answered me quickly and trials never seemed to last very long, even when my Mom passed away. Now, it's another story. My trial is very painful and it's lasting longer than excepted. My daughter Nicole told me it's lasting longer because God wants to teach me patience which might be true. I don't know what God has in store for me, I do know that I have a different way of looking at HIM during my wait. I'm excited through my pain, I know that sounds strange, I'm excited to have found my love through this storm and I look forward to having God's plan in my life.

It really is easy to find magic in pairs, you and HIM.

Marisol